Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit.

Tree

People call me "Tree".
I had dated 5 girls when I was in Pre-U. There is one girl who I love a lot but never dared to go after. She didn't have a pretty face, good figure or an outstanding charm. She was just a very ordinary girl. I liked her. I really liked her. I liked her innocence, her frankness, her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her was that I felt somebody so ordinary like her was not a good match for me. I was also afraid that after we were together all the feelings would vanish. I was also afraid other's gossip would hurt her.I felt that if she were my girl, she'd be mine ultimately & I didn't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompanying me for 3 years. She watched me chase other girls, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years.

She was a good actor, and me a demanding director. When I kissed my second girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smiled & said, "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I did not want to know what caused her to cry. Later that day, I returned from soccer training to get something & watched her cry in the classroom for an hour or so. My fourth girlfriend did not like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she is not the type that will start the quarrel. However, I still sided my girlfriend. I shouted at her & ignored her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she was laughing & joking with me like nothing happened. I know she was hurt but she did not know deep down inside I was hurt too.

When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I asked her out. Later that day, I told her I had something to tell her. I told her about my break up. Coincidentally, she has something to tell me too, about her getting together. I knew who the person was. His pursuit for her had been the talk of the School. I did not show her my heartache, just smiles & best wishes. Once I reached home, I could not breathe. Tears rolled & I broke down. How many times have I seen her cry for the man who did not acknowledge her presence?

During graduation, I read a SMS in my hp. It said, "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf

People call me "Leaf".
During the 3 years of Pre-U, I was on very close terms with a guy as buddy kind. However, when he had his first girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 months. When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a month, he got together with another girl.

I liked him & I know he liked me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he loves me why he didn't he make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. After some time, I began to suspect that this was one-sided love. If he didn't like me, why did he treat me so well? It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. I know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a girl, to ask him. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, and love him. Hoping that one day, he will come to love me. Because of this, I waited for him. Sometimes, I wondered if I should continue waiting. The pain, the dilemma accompanied me for 3 years.

At the end of my 3rd year, a junior pursues me. Everyday he pursues me. He's like the cool & gentle wind, trying to blow off a leaf from a tree. In the end, I realized that I wanted to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know the wind will bring the leaf to a better land. Finally, leaf left the tree, but the tree only smiled & didn't ask me to stay.

Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or cause Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Wind

Because I like a girl called "Leaf". Because she's so dependent on tree, so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 month after I was transferred to this new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends, looking at him. When he talks with girls, there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like, she likes to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something missing. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accepts the note. The next day, she appeared & passes me a note and left.

It read, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away."
"It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree." I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 months, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know, she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.

Hoping that she will agree to be my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked, "What are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I could n't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her doorbell. During the moment when she opens the door, I hugged her tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...

In love, we win very rarely, but when love is true, even if you lose, you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone more than you love yourself.

There comes a time when we stop loving someone, not because that person has stopped loving us but because we have found out that, they'd be happier if we let go....

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss?

This is because THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD ARE UNSEEN.

There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world. It's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched our lives.

A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for them, it's when they ignore you and still you long for them. It's when they begin to love another and yet you smile and say, "I'm happy for you." If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it.

The strongest people are not those who always win but those who stand up when they fall. Somehow, along the course of life, you learn about yourself and realize that there should never be regrets, only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made.

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive, not how you listen but how you understand, not what you see but how you feel, and not how you let go but how you hold on.

It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly. Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever. ..

It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available. It's best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just someone.

Founder:
Salazar Slytherin

Head of House:
Professor Severus Snape

Ghost:
The Bloody Baron

Symbol:
Snake

Colors:
Green and silver

Element:
Water

Common Room:
Deep in the dungeons

Maybe all of you are wondering what the hell is this doing here? enyweiz...i got this test and my house was SLYTHERIN...you know THE pure-bloods-only house Slytherin? oh well...

it doesn't bother me one bit though....

i kinda like this house.....

they're not all traitors and evil people...

they might be hard-headed or conceited for that matter.....

but they are just...

MISUNDERSTOOD....

Impostora....

and im not talking about the new show in GMA-7 topbilling Sunshine Dizon and Iza Calzado.....

Impostors....

people who pretend to be someone they are clearly not...

Great pretenders.......

concealing the only things that are real deep within the silent and deepest part of thier hearts....

Afraid of being hurt.....afraid of failing....

trapping all the emotions and shutting away the pain...

kind of dull isn't it? kind of.......lifeless.....

 

 

CURRENTLY:

• loving the song: Way back into LOVE (music and lyrics OST)
• loving the anime: Hana Yori Dango and Petshop of Horrors (Count D is sooo...kawaii)
•  remembering my fav SENTAI live-action series: Maskman and Bioman

it rained once again......

*sigh...

 

I just finished the Gauken Alice Anime....

An anime that is 26 episodes in a 25 minute per episode format....

About a girl and mind you her name isn't Alice..it's about Sakura Mikan with her friends Hyuugi Natsume; Nogi Ruka; Imai Hotaru and others as they go through everyday life inside the academy...... 

Cool. Sweet. Funny. Cheery.

After that....

Im bored once again..

                      Yesterday, May 28, 2007 i went to Makati via round trip just to do an errand...Lo and behold it was unfortunately raining cats and dogs here in Sta. Rosa, Laguna. i really didn't want to go but i have no choice. then began my trip to the bus station. i was practically drenched on the spot. Even my trusty umbrella betrayed me. it turned itself upside down. i was so pissed off, the only spot that was dry was my bottom....oh my God, how can i go to Makati in this form? My only consolation was that my destination would be wet as well so that i wouldn't seem like a outcast drenched unlike people there who was dry. when finally i reached my destination, it was dry, cloudy even with no trace of rain...i was again pissed off...but what can i do? i don't control the weather i just abide by it....

                          The rainy season is here once again. why should i complain? after all there are only two seasons in this country...the dry and wet season..its a cycle you can't break.....whenever the rainy season starts i get mixed emtions...i feel happy, sad, pissed-off and nostalgic at the same time...weird right? the only good thing out of this crazy weather is that, i could sleep a bit longer...

Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End

   MAY 23, 2007 is the official premier of the most-anticipated movie of the season here in the Philippines...(next to Spider-man, which i watched last May 21, 2007; of course but that's another story)

  i watched this must-see movie of the season a while ago at glorietta...exactly 2:30 pm..see how wierd am i? Sadly, though i missed the 2nd part of the triology. that is why my feeling right then and there was like having a big hole in your very soul...am i that bit exaggerated? i guess i'll have to watch the 2nd part then...Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest...although the 1st of the series, Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl, i didn't watch it in the silver screen but only in Disney channel in the comfort of my home.

   the fiesty triumvirate of the Pirates triology once again returns to the silver screen,,delighting fans world wide including myself (of course). Capt. Jack Sparrow (Johnny Depp); Elizabeth Swann (Keira Knightley) and Will Turner (Orlando Bloom) return in this most action-packed; thrilling movie of the triology...many must-see scenes are in this movie...like the witty one-liners of Capt. Sparrow...romance between Swann and Turner; the return of the vengeful Capt Barbossa, the Flying Dutchman w/ Davy Jones and his crew, Jack the chimp we love, oh, Keith Richards (Rolling Stones' amazing guitarist and also Johnny Depp's inspiration in portraying Capt. Sparrow) by the way made a cameo role in the film as Captain Teague, keeper of the code and coincidentally Jack Sparrow's Father (mind i tell you that they look a lot alike...Johnny Depp really knows how to play his characters well..amazing!) and many more scenes i dare not say... Someone who didn't watch it, but is reading this blog would probably stranggle me if i did...so i choose to keep my mouth (in this case...writing abilities) shut up...NO SPOILERS please....it would ruin the excitement......that's why i chose to shut up...^-^

   i recommend everybody to wartch this movie...the end is a give-away i guess...teasing the fans of the series and making them believe that there would be a next one....they say it's a triology and that this movie is the end of it...but after having another top-grossing film earning millions of dollars during its opening... i have this sole question (and i know that all of you who is reading this blog and have seen this film would also want to ask this):

WOULD THERE BE A NEXT ONE???

yey...okay this our pic onstage of PICC...

Sheena Leonardo, Vanessa Liongco, Kevin Frianeza, Carla Castro, Kat Delfin, and of course at the end is me!!!!!